song for this time " JUST GIVE ME A REASON"

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
Used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Our tear ducts can rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

mencintai itu sesuatu yang GRATIS kalo menurut gue,sekalipun kadang mencintai itu bikin nyesek,sedih atau apalah yang jelas mencintai itu menurut gue adalah sesuatu yang :

medingan ga' dirasain daripada didirasain sekalipun itu GRATIS !!!

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sebenarnya ANDA SADAR TIDAK KALO DISINI SAYA SELALU MENUNGGU ANDA !!!!!!!!

kenapa ANDA tidak pernah SADAR????

SAYANG KANGENN WOOYYYYYYYYYYY.................................

SADARRRR DDOONGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PEKA DIKIT BISA NGGGA'

SAYA KANGENN 'NYOOOOO

MEMANG KAU NDA PERNAH SADAR 'NYOO

KENAPA SAYA BEGINI SAMA KITA',

ASAL KITA' TAU NAH 'NYOO SAYA BEGINI KARENA MEMANG SAYA NDA' MAU KALO' KAU TINGGALKAN KA'

SAYA SUDAH TERLANJUR SAYANG SAMA KAU 'NYOO

CUMAN KAU,,...TAPI SAYA NDA TAU KALO PERASAANMU KE SAYA YANG JELAS CUMAN KAU 'NYOO !!!!!!!!!!!!

'Nyoo asal ko tau nah kadang saya IRI sekali sama temanku yang bisa jalan sama pacarnya 'nyoo mau ka juga kayak mereka 'Nyoo...saya cemburu karna memng saya sayang sama kau 'Nyoo

this is....

udahlah...dalam cerita ini gue,Nurfadilla as Dydill sebagai peran utama yang selalu salah..apa pun yang gue lakuin selalu salah..tapi disini gue si "Pemeran Utama" ga' boleh nyesel dengan apa yang udah dilakuin..karena disini Gue di paksain buat menjadi oarang yang kuat,tegar dan selalu menerima apapun yang terjadi tanpa ada penesalan sedikitpun..GUE sebagai peran utam dirancang untuk kebal dengan rasa sakit bahkan kekecewaan yang besar..
jadi peran Utama itu ga' mudah..harus terbiasa dengan semuanya,..heheh

galau???

no TEARS..

no SADNESS

and

NEVER REGRAT AGAIN

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tadinya, awal bulan yang menurut gue bakal baik dan terhidar dari masalah percintaan bakal ngga' ada..but in fact,,,malah berbanding terbalik 180 derajatt...

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gue ga' bakal nangis..

gue ga' bakal sedih..

dan ga' ada penyesalan..

gue capek harus keluarin air mata gue hanya buat dia,gue capek harus galau buat dia dan hanya negbuang waktu gue aja...dan gue berharap ga' ada yang harus di sesali...

sekaalipun gue berusaha untuk ga' ada penyesalan tapi bagi gue itu sesuatu yang SULIT...

banyak kenangan yang udah gue rangkain bareng DIA..

banyak hal-hal bodoh yang udah gue lakuin bareng dia..

dan dia banyak ngajarin gue berbagai hal yang selama ini gue belum tau...

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dia menjadi seorang KAKAK bagi gue..

dia menjadi seorang yang gue SAYANGI..dan..

dia menjadi seseorang yang SPECIAL di dalam hidup gue...

hari ini tanggal 03 Juni 2013

kita tepat 1 tahun 1 bulan..dan hari ini juga hubungan yang menurut gue masih muda ini harus nyagkut di pohon kelapa...ehehhe

emang tergolong masih muda tapi bagi gue ini bakal menjadi suatu kenagan yang menjadi catatan idup gue yang baruu... *halah gue ngemengnya kaya orang bijak aja*

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i'm CRYING 'cause YOU !!!

i'm LAUGHING 'cause YOU !!!

and i know whats the LOVE mean 'cause YOU !!!

you teach me anything and you become a good FRIEND,BIGBRO and SWEETHEART for me......

did u know if I still loving you..but why yoou never trust me..we always have the same problem to make us fighting,...im so tired DID YOU KNOW beebbb,.............

did you feel what i feel now??

trust me,you nver know what i fell now !!!

i never lie to you,i always belive in you 'cause you said to me we'll walk until i finsh my study and get merried togetherr,...

NOW i ask your promise to me !!! but its just in the past..not for this time..'cause you..end all before the time...

i miss my sinyoo :*

you still remember that words you call me with SINYOO??

DO YOU REMEMBER???

do you remember this???

what about this bbeb???

*i hope we will back like tomorrow..no tears..no sadness and no layer......*

and i hope tomorrow will be better than this today..and we like tomorrow...

beliving in love..........